What should i do ? I suddenly do not know why i lost myself. I do not believe anyone anymore. I started to hate myself. I feel in this world. There is nothing worth to believe. The most real, the most reliable is to rely on their own. Never want to rely on others. What reach old age together promise, will love you for a lifetime of words are false. It is just a sugar. It is like when you are down, someone gives you a candy to comfort you . After eating the candy, you may forget it in a few months . Love, friendship is the same reason. Do not want to rely on oters, because no one needs to follow your footsteps . Not everyone will accommodate you, will really treat you.
中文意思：怎么办？我突然不知道为什么我会迷失了我自己。我开始不再相信任何人。我开始连我自己都讨厌了。我感觉在这个世界上，真的没有任何东西值得去相信。最实在的，最可靠的就是靠自己。永远不要想着依赖别人。什么白头到老的诺言，会爱你一辈子的话语都是假的。这只是一颗糖。就像是当你跌倒的时候，别人给了你一颗糖安慰你。吃过这颗糖后或许在几个月后你就忘了。爱情，友情都是一样的道理。不要想着去依靠别人。因为没有任何一个人需要按照你的脚行走。不是每个人都会迁就你，都会真心的对待你。
[随笔初二作文]